QUESTION:
WHERE AM I NOW?
ANSWER:
Though we were created for fellowship with God, sin has broken that relationship—yet today, if we recognize where we truly stand, turn from our sins, and return to God through Jesus Christ, we can experience forgiveness, purpose, and a future filled with hope.
(This article is Part 2 of a 3-part series entitled “Where Did I Come From? Where Am I Now? Where Am I Going?”—a journey that explores the deep, existential questions of life and explains God’s purpose for humanity.)
In Part 1, we explored the question, “Where Did I Come From?” and discovered that humanity was created by God for the purpose of perfect fellowship with Him. We were designed to walk with God, live under His care, and reflect His glory. But sin shattered that fellowship, and the world as we know it became broken—just like many of our lives.
For some, that brokenness has left deep scars.
Your past may be filled with regrets, pain, rejection, or even unspeakable mistakes. Maybe you’ve done things—or had things done to you—that make you feel unworthy, ashamed, or disqualified. But no matter how dark your past has been, it does not have to define your present. It certainly doesn’t have to control your future.
Now we come to a crucial checkpoint in the journey.
This is not a casual article. This is a moment to stop, reflect, and ask: Where am I now?
Where is God in my life? Where am I in His eyes? Where do I stand with others? With my calling? With my identity? With my past and my future?
Let’s take this soul inventory together.
1. Where Is God in Your Life?
This is the most personal question—and only you can answer it.
In Psalm 14 (and echoed in Psalm 53), we are given a sobering view of the human heart. The Bible says:
“The fool has said in his heart, ‘There is no God.’ They are corrupt, They have done abominable works, There is none who does good. The Lord looks down from heaven upon the children of men, To see if there are any who understand, who seek God. They have all turned aside, They have together become corrupt; There is none who does good, No, not one.” (Psalm 14:1–3)
This is God’s observation—not man’s opinion.
He searched to see if anyone truly sought Him, but instead He saw rebellion. Humanity turned away. No one, by default, seeks after God on their own.
Now let me ask you: Where is God in your life?
Are you seeking Him? Are you recognizing Him in your daily choices? Do you acknowledge Him in everything that you do—or have you been living life without even giving Him a thought?
How far is God from your mind? Or… do you even mind Him at all? Do you know who He is? Do you know His will? Do you obey His commandments? Do you talk to Him?
This is the essence of sin:
Sin is the exercise of one’s free will in turning away from God—choosing to reject Him, ignore Him, disobey His commands, and live apart from His will and presence.
Are you still in that state?
Friend, you need God.
He is not just a distant figure in a book or a name we utter during prayer. He is your Creator.
“It is He who has made us, and not we ourselves; We are His people and the sheep of His pasture.” (Psalm 100:3)
He is your Sustainer:
“And He is before all things, and in Him all things consist.” (Colossians 1:17)
He is your Provider:
“Nevertheless He did not leave Himself without witness, in that He did good, gave us rain from heaven and fruitful seasons, filling our hearts with food and gladness.” (Acts 14:17)
He gives you life—and He is your life.
“Without Me you can do nothing.” (John 15:5)
That’s not just a theological statement—it’s a truth that applies to your relationships, your health, your work, your future, your eternity.
And most importantly—it applies to your eternal life.
“And this is eternal life, that they may know You, the only true God, and Jesus Christ whom You have sent.” (John 17:3)
Eternal life is not merely about going to heaven—it’s about knowing God. Not knowing about Him, but knowing Him personally.
It is a restored relationship with the One who made you—a life lived in His presence, under His guidance, filled with His joy.
That relationship begins now, not just after death.
So if you’ve been living far from Him, without really knowing Him, today is the day to change that.
He invites you to come. To know Him. To walk with Him.
2. What Is Your Stand Before God?
Let’s get even more serious. The Bible is clear about our condition:
“For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God.” (Romans 3:23)
“There is none righteous, no, not one.” (Romans 3:10)
“The wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord.” (Romans 6:23)
That means no one measures up to God’s holy standard. We have all failed. We have all disobeyed. We have all gone our own way. To be a sinner means to live in rebellion against God—to turn away from His will, His Word, and His presence.
A sinner lives disconnected from the purpose of God. They may live by their own rules, pursue their own dreams, and justify their own actions—but at the end of the day, they are separated from the Source of life and truth.
Are you a sinner? (See also “Am I a Sinner?”)
But while we are still sinners, here is the good news: Our sins can still be forgiven. There is hope. There is a way back. That way is through returning to God and placing your faith in the Lord Jesus Christ. (See also: “How Can I be Forgiven of my Sins?”)
That’s why, although everyone is a sinner, there are generally two types of sinners:
a. The Forgiven (The Repented)
These are those who heard God’s call—and responded. They admitted their sin and they decided to return to God. They believed in Jesus Christ and surrendered their lives to Him.
“Therefore, having been justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ.” (Romans 5:1)
These are the people who are no longer under condemnation. They are at peace with God. Their future is secure in His presence. They are still imperfect, but they now walk in grace, guided by the Holy Spirit.
b. The Unforgiven (The Unrepented)
These are those who continue to reject God’s invitation. They may appear religious, successful, or even kind—but if they have not returned to God through Jesus, they remain in spiritual darkness.
“He who believes in Him is not condemned; but he who does not believe is condemned already, because he has not believed in the name of the only begotten Son of God.” (John 3:17)
“He who believes in the Son has everlasting life; and he who does not believe the Son shall not see life, but the wrath of God abides on him.” (John 3:36)
God does not want anyone to remain in this state. But He will not force you to love Him or follow Him. If this is where you are today, know this:
God will forgive you—if you return to Him. But the decision is yours. (See also: “How Can I Return to God?”)
3. What Is the Condition of Your Life?
Jesus didn’t just come to forgive your sins—He came to give you life. A real life. A meaningful, abundant life.
“I have come that they may have life, and that they may have it more abundantly.” (John 10:10)
That doesn’t mean you’ll become rich or famous. But it means your life will be full—full of purpose, full of joy, full of peace, full of love. These are not found in possessions but in His presence.
When Jesus is your Lord:
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You can experience peace that surpasses understanding in the middle of your storms.
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You can know love that never fails, even when others abandon you.
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You can walk in joy unspeakable and full of glory, even when life is hard.
Apart from Him, your life may feel chaotic—no peace, no purpose, no direction. Maybe you’re still carrying the wounds of your past, trapped in cycles of regret, bitterness, anxiety, or shame. But life is too short to remain in that darkness.
Jesus is offering light and a new beginning—starting today.
4. How Do You Live Your Life with Others?
Let’s talk about your relationships—your social life.
How is your relationship with your family, spouse, children, church, friends, coworkers? Are you a joy to be around—or someone others avoid?
Take a moment and ask yourself:
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Do I need to improve my attitude?
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Do I need to develop better social habits, like listening more, being patient, or learning to forgive?
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Am I happy—or just pretending?
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Do I let others define my value?
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Am I easily offended, or do I carry unnecessary bitterness?
God wants us to thrive in our relationships, not just survive them.
He calls us to love others, extend grace, pursue peace, and be a light.
“If it is possible, as much as depends on you, live peaceably with all men.” (Romans 12:18)
“Let all that you do be done with love.” (1 Corinthians 16:14)
“Let no corrupt word proceed out of your mouth, but what is good for necessary edification, that it may impart grace to the hearers.” (Ephesians 4:29)
“Be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God in Christ forgave you.” (Ephesians 4:32)
How you treat people reveals the condition of your heart. So how’s your heart?
5. Are You Living Just to Exist?
Some people have everything—wealth, career, connections, even a good family—but still feel incomplete.
Why?
Because the human heart was designed for something more.
Only God can complete us.
“He has made everything beautiful in its time. Also He has put eternity in their hearts.” (Ecclesiastes 3:11)
You were made with eternity in your heart. That’s why no earthly thing can ever truly satisfy.
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Your career may give you a sense of achievement, but not fulfillment.
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Money may offer security, but not peace.
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Success may give you status, but not purpose.
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Family may offer happiness, but not unspeakable joy.
Even the best parts of life are incomplete without Jesus.
“And you are complete in Him, who is the head of all principality and power.” (Colossians 2:10)
He doesn’t just add to your life—He is life. If you’re living just to exist, maybe it’s time to let Him fill that emptiness.
6. The Past, the Present, and the Future
We all have a past. Some of it shaped us. Some of it scarred us.
But here’s the truth: your past does not have to define you—and it certainly doesn’t have to dictate your destiny.
The apostle Paul knew what it meant to carry a painful past. Yet he wrote:
“Forgetting those things which are behind and reaching forward to those things which are ahead.” (Philippians 3:13)
You can’t move forward while chained to yesterday. Whether it’s failure, shame, or even past success—you have to let it go. God is doing something new, and He wants you to live in freedom today.
“Behold, I will do a new thing, now it shall spring forth; Shall you not know it? I will even make a road in the wilderness and rivers in the desert.” (Isaiah 43:19)
That means He’s not finished with you. He’s making a way forward—even if your surroundings feel like a desert or your path feels blocked. But you must be willing to walk into it. The present matters. This moment—right now—is where real change begins.
And the future?
Here’s what many people don’t realize:
The future is not something we just wait for. It is something we shape—by the decisions we make today.
“And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose.” (Romans 8:28)
That promise is for those who choose to love God today. If you want a future that’s full of purpose, direction, and peace—it starts now.
Also, God’s will comes in two forms:
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His long-term plan for your life (your calling, your legacy, your eternity)
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His present command for your life (to believe, to repent, to walk with Him daily)
You may not understand everything you’re going through right now—but if you trust Him, He will guide you into the future He has prepared for you.
So don’t let the past hold you back.
Don’t let today pass you by.
And don’t fear the future—entrust it to God.
Final Thought: Your Life Checkpoint Matters
You’ve come to a divine checkpoint. This is not just another article—it’s a moment of truth.
Where are you now?
If you’re doing well—praise God. Stay the course and keep walking with Him. But if you’re lost, confused, or far from God—there’s still time.
“Today, if you will hear His voice, do not harden your hearts.” (Hebrews 3:15)
What matters most is what you choose to do today. God is inviting you to offer yourself back to Him—not just in emotion, but in decision. This is what the apostle Paul pleaded for:
“I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that you present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable to God, which is your reasonable service.
And do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind.” (Romans 12:1–2)
To renew your mind means to turn away from a life lived apart from God, and to turn back to Him through Jesus Christ. It’s not just a shift in thinking—it’s a total surrender of your will, your heart, and your direction. It’s saying, “I don’t want to live this way anymore—I want to live for You, Lord.”
Let today be the day you return to your Creator.
Let it be the day you stop drifting and start living.
Let it be the day you finally answer the question: Where Am I Now?
Let us now proceed to Part 3:
